Wild Boy

I think I have been off the deep end too many times. Its weird though because for the first time I feel like I actually am not that crazy wild boy who would do anything anymore. I like to stay home and relax, I think I am just disillusioned with the whole Hollywood party scene. I know that I have met alot of people but I don't really want that type of life anymore. 

Last night, I talked to him on the phone for a few hours, and I felt like I was flying. Every time I talk to him, my walls come crashing down and honesty is the most important thing to me. I can't believe that there is some sort of mutual attraction between us... I dont want to jinx it so I wont say anything else... for now...